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"-so what?

it means you can change it?

no one can, no one could,

-I do not know how to trust , how to close my eyes and walk in foggy dark night, when nothing is visible, nothing is trustable.

-so what ? you wanna solve it? who did?

you want to be the first?

when no one can read the problem, you claim that there is a solution?

who care"..

the small child closed her eyes and thought: "I do not have any meaning to them, Ido not want to get back home tomorrow after the school.."

but I saw her tomorrow after school, she afraid from going to nowhere, not getting back home, she afraid of darkness and strangers. so she get back home tomorrow and the days after....

I saw hey few years later, she was unsure as always. she did not find any thing, even simple answers or reason. she looked happy, but I knew that there was something wrong with her.. mostly with her smile.

I know there is still something wrong with her.

p.s. I am ok. please do not worry and ask me. I know you all are really nice to me but let it pass by itself no one can help me now.